Did he just say that?! Wait, he cant fall asleep after saying something like that!! And what the fuck, my hand is way too close to his butt! Wait, I can pretend Ive fallen asleep and touch him more but if I do I might rape him and I dont want that, not now.

Ok, Sasuke, calm down. Its your first day together, youll have lots of time, its not like hes gonna escape anytime soon. Plus, hes asleep.

After what felt like 700 hours I finally fall asleep.  I wake up tired.
"Goodmorning." Naruto purrs
"Goodmorning." Saturday. A whole day with Naruto.  As I watch him stand up in just his boxers the urge to glomp him is stronger than ever. Now I cant get up because I am forming a familiar tent under the covers, and I am wearing tight boxers ( put them on yesterday to see what reaction I would get). Fuck.  I turn to the side and pretend Im more sleepy, but every trace of sleeping has been wiped out of my mind the second i got to see him in his boxers.
"Sasuke-san?" I groan, trying hard not to touch my aching erection. But the groan sounds like a moan, as I cant help but to let out my frustration. He goes quiet.
"What is it?" I ask after about three minutes
"Um.. I ..." He stutters. I turn around to see he is holding his hand on his crotch.  Was he hard? I hadnt watched him before, I hadnt been able to, he had been looking at me, but now...
"What are you going to do today? If you dont mind me asking..."
"I thought we could go to the movies." I say, without thinking. I hadnt thought that at all.
"Oh.. ok." He smiles a weak smile. Morning stiffness was embarrassing, but he looked like like he was gonna die from embarrassment, and it wasnt THAT bad. The only thought I could think was 'Did he get hard from me?'  But that was absurd, he wasnt attracted to me, and I hadnt done anything that would make him get hard, I hadnt played him, I hadnt stretched in a seductive way, I had just stayed under the covers, and that wasnt enough for you to get hard.
"Are you hungry?" I try to get the picture of his erect cock out of my head, but fails. The only thing I could imaginge eating or drinking right now would be his sperm.
'WAIT, DID I JUST THINK THAT?! I'm not that vulgar!'
"N-no.." He lays down again on his belly.
"Are you sure? I dont really believe you..."
"No I'm ok..." He says fast. 'Maybe i should wait till his erection has gone down and then ask again.' I shut my eyes and turn to him.  His belly growled. He tried to cover it up, but I still hear it clearly.
"I think you're hungry." I say and stands up and put on my clothes. He does the same, turning to the wall.
"Naruto..." I mumle without thinking.
"Yes?" He turns as his pants are on. Another clear sign. His upperbody is impressing at the least. Just a little thin.
"You wanna go out and eat breakfast?" He smiles.
"Yes." He says and starts putting his shirt on, but I stop him by holding his hands over his head. Before I could think my fingers have already started to feel his chest, ghostlike touches. He shudders at my touch, his eyes big as plates. I let go after just three seconds, but he stays like I had left him, with his hands over his head, even when I've left the room.
"Get dressed." I say, seme-like. My heart is pounding like crazy, but I dont let it show.

We go to a diner and order breakfast. I amd not hungry, because I cant get that embarrassed look out of my head. I look at him while hes eating, and alll I think about is getting home, glomp him and rape him. But I cant. Hes too cute and innocent. 'Youre gonna rape him anyway, and hes gonna hate you forever...' a voice in my head says.
"Shut up."
"..Excuse me?"
"No, nothing." I smile.

Finally were home again. I have difficulties breathing and not moan and touch myself, but somehow I manage  to say, without stuttering;
"What do you want to do now?"  He doesnt answer immidiatly.
"...is my body not good enough for you..? Im not a girl...."  I'm so shocked I dont know what to do. He looks at me with tearstained eyes. He's sad... because he thinks I dont want to fuck him because he's not a girl...? Oh God. I feel like vomiting.